As a Christian woman, the octave of Easter 2010 brought in me a vibrant promise on how to be a free person. Freedom means to be on top of my own ego, desire and mindset. An acceptance of the true self. In the Zen tradition, Sekito (Shitou in Chinese) said, "the expansive sky does not obstruct the floating white clouds". My free thoughts and feelings expressed in this blog is a witness that life is meant to be lived fully, freely, mindfully and joyfully.
01 November 2009
ONDOY in Manila
02 October 2009
I AM, MY MASTERPIECE
I am a beautiful masterpiece
EMERGENCE OF LIGHT
Like a tiny ball in the universe
DARK NIGHT OF MY SOUL
I search for you in my lonely nights
I look for you everywhere and never found.
Darkness covers the night
01 September 2009
LETTER TO FRIENDS AND READERS
Dear Friends and Readers,
I want to share with you these poems, prayers, song, quotations and journal that I composed and written in the span of 25 years.
Hope you enjoy reading them.
Blessings and peace in God.
Esperanza
LIFE IN A CIRCLE
Life in a circle…
revolving, twirling
being and becoming
dying and birthing
called to be one…
One with the Divine.
FRENTE A MI CASA
Detrás de las ventanas de mi cuarto
Mis ojos se iban a la maravillosa vista
En dirección a la cordillera del Tunari.
Me imagino que Dios me invita a ir dentro de su corazón.
Cochabamba, Bolivia, mí querido país
Empecé a hablar con buenos días y como estas?
Hasta llegar a las estructuras mas complejas de la gramática
Además, disfruté las otras actividades
como la hora social, el baile y las conferencias.
La vida que ustedes y yo enfrentaremos
Creo que esta en los tiempos de la gramática también
Estamos aprendiendo, estábamos hablando, y habremos mejorado
No solamente en español, sino en otros aspectos de nuestra vida.
La gracia que Dios me dio de vivir aquí por cinco meses
era suficiente para aguantar los desafíos de este programa
Y sobre todo, tenía que buscarlo y encontrarlo
En el silencio de mis oraciones y en los anhelos de mi corazón.
Para mi las imagines de las montañas frente a mi casa
Me muestran de vez en cuando que yo estuve en el cerro de mi vida real
De que la altura es la profundidad del amor de Jesús.
De que Dios se me dio a través de ustedes, de mis compañeros,
de los profesores, de los empleados y de la administración.
A los chicos que yo he acompañado en Villa Pagador
Me dieron la claridad de mi vocación, la clase de tesoro que no puedo
Cambiar ni por el mayor tesoro del mundo.
La experiencia es muy profunda y sagrada para mi misma.
Mi alma quiere quedarse aquí en sud América.
Pero en la realidad no se puede.
Me voy pero llevaré conmigo el recuerdo del Instituto
Lo aprendido y las otras cosas el exceso de mi equipaje
porque yo compré mucho en la cancha en la sección de ropa usada.
No es fácil dejarlos ni salir de Cochabamba
Especialmente a mi familia boliviana, que me dio un buen trato
Mi trabajo voluntario en Villa Pagador y a la familia Maryknoll.
Después de este curso, me voy a Argentina
Y después, comenzare mi misión en Panamá.
Espero, que tengan un buen tiempo hasta llegar a sus destinos
Finalmente voy a decirles CHAU. . . HASTA LA VISTA
Y en cuanto nos encontremos,
BUENOS DIAS, COMO ESTAN?
BUENOS DIAS, COMO ESTAN?
LIFE LIVED IN LOVE
FONDEST MEMORIES
Fondest thoughts
fondest love
fondest presence
in the Holy Eucharist.
Fondest gifts
fondest present
of Christ's presence
in the altar
of body and blood
in the adoration chapel
.... the blessed sacrament.
Jesus present
and Jesus' presence
allowing me experience his love.
O gentle and dear Jesus
I feel peace and love
flowing from you
flowing from your heart
renew and create in me
a deepest longing for you
always and forever
till my final resting place
find you in my heart. Amen.
HIS PRESENCE FOREVER
is enough to thank Him for
every moment of this precious life.
HALINA'T MAG-ALAY
halina kapatid, humawak ka
1st song composition, notes kept in RVM Juniorate
PENTECOST DAY
rain gently falling on the barren soil
wind gently come through nostrils
fire from the sky
mazed and confused the miracle of
WONDERFUL YOU
Never will I forget thee, my mother... a journal
KAPATID KO, KAPATID KAY KRISTO, KASAMA NATIN
Kapatid, halika 'yong yakapin
simula ng bagong pag-asa
mayroong ningning bawat mata
sa paglundo ng isang umaga.
Di ka titigil sa patak ng ulan
agos ng dumadagundong na problema
sa tilamsik at dagok ng 'yong isipan
pamayanin ang mga biyaya N'ya.
Kapatid, ikaw'y tunay na minahal
inaruga't pinagpala ng Maykapal
itinuring at inangkin Niyang anak
'yong lasapin pupog ng kanyang halik.
Di sayangin ang bawat sandali
siya ay nasa iyong puso.
Nagpahiwatig ng sarili
kapatid, kasama mo si Kristo.
A SONATA OF LOVE
YOU ARE GOD'S MYSTERY
HELLO, IT'S ME
I'm calling you now
perhaps
it will be the same
promises and compromises
I'm calling you
listen to me
do you hear me well?
Hello, it's me
waiting for you
time is passing by
and I hear no response
It's me calling you again
ah, I hear your words
I'm here, hello it's me.
TAKIPSILIM SA DALAMPASIGAN
.... mamaya-mam'ya'y rumaragasa
kasabay ng indak ng mga alon
... unti-unting nilamon ng kadiliman
THE SILENCE OF GOD
Let our minds be silenced
Let our hearts be silenced
TRUE FRIEND
PRAYER OF A LONGING
I wish I could die so I could be united with you forever
How I desire that the time will come to me early,
So that I could see you face to face
Whom I desire to meet since before…
Lord God, my father, you who directed my life
You who saved me and rescued me from illnesses and evil ways
Make me more and ever entrusting to your loving protection
May I not falter in my faith
May I always rise from the falls and failures I make
May I always put my eyes to the ways of Christ
and make my life be vulnerable to others.
Time is passings away
I myself will pass away
I pray not to pay attention to passing splendor of this world
But instead, gain riches for Christ
So when the end time will come
I could bring to Jesus only, the riches that will make his kingdom rich.
All these I ask in the name of Jesus Christ
Through the intercession of Mary. Amen.
THANKSGIVING PRAYER ON MY 25TH BIRTH ANNIVERSARY
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